You are not alone.
I'm sorry you share the need to be here, but I'm glad you found this site. It means you'll know you're not alone in this world of pornography and sex addiction. After my disclosure, I felt an array of emotions: anger hurt, betrayal, but the one that stood out was that feeling of loneliness. It led me to continued isolation and hypervigilance. I made many mistakes during that time and lost my way.
Eventually, the emotions I had been ignoring pushed their way to the surface and I had no choice but to face them. I had to get myself mentally healthy again because what I was doing was only making me feel worse. I want to help people understand that there is hope for healing after disclosure. It takes a lot of hard work, but it's worth it. You're not alone. There are many people who understand what you're going through. I'm one of them. Please feel free to poke around my site and to see how far I've come on my journey, take a peek at the older entries located in the "Old Posts" section. I really do "get it" so please feel free to reach out to me if you need anything, have any questions, or just need a someone to lean on.
Had you asked me several years ago if I thought I’d be a happy healthy me, I’d have laughed. Actually, I probably would’ve cried. I did that a lot after disclosure. Now, my smile genuinely reaches my heart and laughter fills my soul. I have true peace. I want that for you too. It was hard work but it was worth it. My marriage is better now than ever before. We’ve entered our Marriage 2.0. There is hope. There is optimism. There is happiness.