You are not alone.
I'm sorry you share the need to be here, but I'm glad you've found this site. It means you'll know you're not alone in this world of sex addiction. After my disclosure, I felt an array of emotions: anger hurt, betrayal, but the one that stood out was that feeling of loneliness. It led me to continued isolation and hypervigilance. I made many mistakes during that time and lost my way.
Eventually, the emotions I had been ignoring pushed their way to the surface and I had no choice but to face them. I had to get myself mentally healthy again because what I was doing was only making myself worse. I want to help people understand that there is hope for healing after disclosure. It takes a lot of hard work, but it's worth it. You're not alone. There are many people who understand what you're going through. I'm one of them. Please feel free to poke around my blog and to see how far I've come on my journey, take a peek at the older entries located in the "Old Posts" section.